I'm Sorry I Fell For You by MercuryBitt632, literature
Literature
I'm Sorry I Fell For You
I’m sorry I fell for you
I’m sorry that I fell for your temptations
I lost control.
I lost myself and continue to
Everytime I lay eyes on you
Despite my insanity, I wouldn't have it any other way
I’m sorry I lost myself
But I’m happy when you find me and calm me down
I’m happier with you
I know I sound like a living contradiction
Because loving you and keeping inside hurts more everyday
As though a clenched fist holds my heart in a vice grip.
I’m sorry I fell for you.
But thank you for letting me feel this way.
I’m glad I got away
I’m glad I escaped the clutches of a past and united with one anew
I see it was worth the bridges I burned
I regret nothing
In the end, the past was pathetic
I deserved so much more than what was offered
I was stepped on and consistently reminded of my place
But the scales have shifted
I have budded beyond anything they could possibly imagine
I have grown
while they have cowered in their conventionality and worn out ways
There are some senses of pity
But really there is no reason
Fates twisted and intertwined and wrestled
and by some unforeseen miracle
I have persevered.
Let me fall
Let me contort myself into a dark form in a comforting corner
Let me scream
Let me be free from the very shackles I created
Let me cry
Let me be an attention seeking child, even for a moment of time
Let me in
Let me fall into your arms in hopes you shall scare my demons away
Let me breathe
Let me hear my vitals pulsing to remind me I am alive and human
Let me rest
Let me recover and return to a sense of normalcy
Let me heal
Let me open up
And never let me fall again.
As I reach for the darkened sky
stretching to the highest points of the universe
pulling myself higher
branching out, veins pulsating through the stardust
My heart pumps faster
tidings of warmth and comfort knowing I am so close to the center
But as though reaching the tops of trees
my balance is thrown into a wind of reality
I cannot reach as far as I hoped and intended
And I shrivel away from Nirvana.
I am the Star Farmer by MercuryBitt632, literature
Literature
I am the Star Farmer
I am the Star Farmer
delicate touch and perfect harmony
the strings pulling my children along through darkness
I am a beacon
shining the light for those who need it most
hanging my light across the night sky
I am a mystery
majestic, enigmatic
yet so universal
I am the harvester
calling upon the seeds in the dust
caressing and caring as I let them mature
I am the Gods
hanging the stars above my head; utmost care
and people praise me
I am the traveler
in my vessel let the people follow
guardian of safe passages
I am the Star Farmer
hanging the lights in the sky
harvesting from the dust.
The Boy and The Stars by MercuryBitt632, literature
Literature
The Boy and The Stars
He liked to Stargaze, to stare at the glittering gods in the sky
His friends
Sometimes when he was alone, he would dance alongside them, and feel happiness for a fleeting moment in time.
He would find the constellations and watch their travels through the months and seasons.
Meteor Showers were always welcomed with his smile and the wonderment in his eyes.
When sadness overwhelmed him, he waited for a falling star, and wish with all his heart for his troubles to disappear.
Back to sickening reality.
Cycles and bottles rushed back into his head, the loud voices returning to his sore ears.
Not a penny to his soul, not a single piece of
Surrounding me are twinkling stars amongst a large man at the center of their dancing. They caress me give me warmth surrounding my body. As the large man draws closer to me, I gain an insight to a more omnipotent star. He smiled warmly, as the stars surrounding us and above us started to turn quicker and quicker. The music ringing in my ear grew louder and louder with each twist and turn. The constellations formed before my eyes; Ursa Major over my head, while Orion fell to my feet.
"They love you, dear one," the large man finally spoke, "It's time for you to take your turn. Give them your hand, and follow them."
I became filled with qu
Everyday I spend with you is a drop in a river
you fill me with such warmth
such love
Let us dive, hand in hand
so we can swim down the river together
the water will run through our veins
pumping straight to our hearts,
blooming in our minds
we are a beautiful enigma
our hearts fit together like climbing ivy
reaching for the limitless sky
Don't ever let it last for a moment in fleeting time
Let it become the sharp point of a moutain
a tree full of life
let us swim the river
forever flowing.