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Dear Anonymous,
I AM BISEXUAL. And that is my problem. I don't know how to handle it. I get so nervous about it, I just repress it in the back of my mind. Forget it. I don't want people to get the wrong idea about me. But then again , what if I'm wrong? What if I say this is what I want and then I'm wrong? I couldn't even stand to know I broke someone's heart over my insecurity. My plague, if you will. I'm going a bit mad, just writing this letter to you. Bringing this problem front and center in the stage of my mind. I'm happy, letting someone in, but upset because has been so private for so long, I've grown to love the closet I left it in.
There is a yearning though. A yearning to explore, to see what it will be like. What it will be like to hold another girl like that. To hold her hand as we walk down the street, and kiss her cheek gently to say good night. What would it be like? I've only had the little experience I've had with guys, that was short lived. I had anxiety. I wasn't happy. So I distanced myself and locked everything away. I feel horrible for the hearts I shattered because I can't deal with myself. I hate myself.
Today is October 11th, as you would probably concluded. National Coming Out Day. To unleash the shackles and break off the hinges of closet doors. As I sit in my little dark corner of my mind, I consider making the jump, taking a leap, and hoping that it will lift me off the ground. I want to make it known. I want someone to say "There is nothing wrong with that. Let's get some coffee, and talk about it." I just want someone to say its okay. I don't want anxiety or confusion. I don't want to feel worthless and disgusted with myself. I want to love, and there should be nothing to hold me back.
Charmed,
Ellen R.
I AM BISEXUAL. And that is my problem. I don't know how to handle it. I get so nervous about it, I just repress it in the back of my mind. Forget it. I don't want people to get the wrong idea about me. But then again , what if I'm wrong? What if I say this is what I want and then I'm wrong? I couldn't even stand to know I broke someone's heart over my insecurity. My plague, if you will. I'm going a bit mad, just writing this letter to you. Bringing this problem front and center in the stage of my mind. I'm happy, letting someone in, but upset because has been so private for so long, I've grown to love the closet I left it in.
There is a yearning though. A yearning to explore, to see what it will be like. What it will be like to hold another girl like that. To hold her hand as we walk down the street, and kiss her cheek gently to say good night. What would it be like? I've only had the little experience I've had with guys, that was short lived. I had anxiety. I wasn't happy. So I distanced myself and locked everything away. I feel horrible for the hearts I shattered because I can't deal with myself. I hate myself.
Today is October 11th, as you would probably concluded. National Coming Out Day. To unleash the shackles and break off the hinges of closet doors. As I sit in my little dark corner of my mind, I consider making the jump, taking a leap, and hoping that it will lift me off the ground. I want to make it known. I want someone to say "There is nothing wrong with that. Let's get some coffee, and talk about it." I just want someone to say its okay. I don't want anxiety or confusion. I don't want to feel worthless and disgusted with myself. I want to love, and there should be nothing to hold me back.
Charmed,
Ellen R.
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To all homophobes
As they talk, how they think,
they believe, what they say,
only an expression of their nothingness.
Nothingness which they think,
To judge us.
Nothingness which they mean,
To tell us what is right.
To direct as they want,
to what we are not.
Of their void thinking,
they are not self-aware.
Too deep it is in them,
the compulsion to turn
and want to break.
Danger, a foreign word,
they do not fear.
They are safe of being.
They are protected.
The supporters of them,
are blinded of the same thing,
such as those of nothingness.
Are driven by the idea,
To conserve the nothingness.
Yet they all are taken,
from the resentment they d
Literature
FTM coming out letter.
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Dear Mom,
I love you. You raised me perfectly. Please don't let this letter make you doubt that. It is because of you, that I'm the person I am today. Please keep an open mind about this, and that no matter what happens, I will always be your child. I'll simply say this right now, I'm not pregnant, I'm not on drugs and I don't drink. That's not what this is about. My hand is shaking as I write this, it's really hard for me. In all honesty, I'm terrified about what you will think, and how you will react. I'm still the same person I've always been, your only child, and nothing will ever change that. This is also not
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Bi, gay, lesbian, transgender pride
My life without love
would be no life at all
Not knowing what true love is
and facing this world alone
My life in a closed space
where nothing was open
Is a life incomplete
Bi pride all around
even for the gays and lesbians as well
Not seeking attention
but wanting to fit in with the crowd
Nobody will truly understand
except for the people who are like them
People that care
and people that want to see unique in this life
Bi, gay, lesbian
are all human beings
Transgender is just a human after all
So why hate?
why hurt others?
Life is cruel as it is
so why?
Everybody is unique!
Everybody is different in their own way
So
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Yep. That's me. All of that is true. To others who are coming out, I wish you the best, and I want to let you know that you are brave, wonderful, and beloved individuals.
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